Seems must of our lives are either bringing something to an end or starting all over again. I tried this on two other occasions and simply stopped both times for no good reason. Since I find it difficult in finding someone to talk to about what is important to me, this may be a good way to get some of this that is bottled up inside out and help me to become single minded again rather than wandering aimlessly. Sounds pitiful I know, but that's where I live.
I'm not sure I'm the type of person who will have anything to say that someone else might want to read but I'm trying this again. I have a need to give expression to what is inside that I may move from this dark place to the light where I can move freely and experience those things I have hidden from all these years. I have decided to try anyway.
Wish me well as I seek to grow up and take my place in the scheme of things.
